“Work” is a dress.
An ugly dress or an exciting dress or a boring dress or a curing dress… It’s an itchy but necessary idea to invest more time thinking about where you work, why you work and how you work.
If there is “no time to think”, then life assigns random dresses that make you feel like someone else.
Wearing a “not you dress” is perfectly ok until you find your unique style of living. But living a whole life with a “not you dress” is one of the most ruinous things that can happen to a human being.
Burn that dress down when you are ready. The ashes will lift you up.